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talking in circles

did you know that i didnt talk to my father for years? ..you dont? ..why didn't i tell you that?

it wasnt easy even if he is far. but i gave up and greeted him for fathers day this year. he cried.

did you ever had that time, that moment when you really want to say something but you are waiting for something. a sign? right time, place or even just a chance to actually say it.. (?)

in my fathers case i waited to be a parent. anytime is the perfect time to forgive but no - i made it hard for him and harder for my self. i will hold my phone for hours, staring at it but never dial a number. i would practice what to say and imagine what will he say back. i wrote letters but never end up sending them.

but that day when i finally had the courage to call and speak up, i didnt have to. i was instantly forgiven. i didnt have to apologize. my "hello" was enough.

but today was worst. about 2seconds before i say something to my husband - he fell asleep. and i was not going to ask for money or anything. what im about to say was good.

lesson learned : im telling you! dont wait 8 years and dont wait for a sign either. say it! specially when its i love you, sorry and thank you.

kahit sino pwede - tumulong

ill make my 50th post even more sensible..

- im thinking of moving to tumblr. what do you think? if i could just convince everybody to move with me! :) like i did when all of them ditched friendster and signed up for facebook. i think tumblr suits me more because im lazy.

- a korean video top the MYX hit chart. i dont understand a thing they are saying but they are delightful to watch.

- why didn't i use the word hiatus when i was gone? i didnt make a post about it and say when ill be back. trivia: 3 of the blogs i visit used the word hiatus. they all have this post titled "hiatus". i dont know, they all just decided to go on a vacation around the same time. weird.

- typhoons must love the Philippines. they love it.

- im a twitter stalker. i get giddy whenever i read demi and ashton tweets. especially this one:

"Happy anniversary @mrskutcher I'm not sure why we keep track of years in relation 2 an infinite love. But tradition wins 2day."

does that really happen?

you're so in love.
you marry.
you live together.
you discover that life is hard.
you have kids.
life gets difficult.
work hard.
cant talk.
spend less time together.
fight often.
dont want to talk.
bicker.
ignore.
argue.
you fall out of love.
you wait.
you hurt.
you think.
you leave.

ang pagmamahal naging takot, sa katagalan nagiging awa, at pag nagtagal pa lalo nagiging galit.

i've seen couples separate. married people divorce. they grow apart, they sometimes discover things about their partner that they can never live with. some find excuses. some simply just cant commit. theres violence and infidelity that you become blind to when you are madly in love.

if everything that start must end .. does that include love?

go kanye! go home..

heard kanye west just interrupted patrick swayzes funeral to tell everybody that michael jacksons was better..

bye johnny..

"If I leave this Earth, I want to leave this Earth just knowing I've tried to give something back and tried to do something worthwhile with myself."

-Patrick Swayze

yellow submarine

filipinos really need to make this 2010 election count..

noynoy aquino is a senator - who stood up for what? aside from being the only son of heroes ninoy and cory - what do we know about him?

i know alot of people love kris but - come on!!

tell them

dear ellesig,

you are ignoring me for quite awhile and i cant stand it.

you are a very bad owner.

i know the weather is making you lazier than you already are but you have to update me or else ill tell them that..

ill tell them that you got braces and i think you are too old for them.. haha!

ill tell them that you've been doing stupid stuffs such as sleeping so early and waking up at around 1am, blowing up your home theater system, watching the same movie 3 times in a row (1. watch it. 2. subtitle on. 3. commentary on.). like who does that!?!

i know you are as boring as ever but you're gonna have to share, no matter how boring because you know they are used to it and they love you anyway. :')

jealous of your facebook,
your blog!

fiesta sa tanauan

in a town fiesta..


theres always..


food and drinks..

parading queens..

fund raising drag queens..

and victims..