tell them

dear ellesig,

you are ignoring me for quite awhile and i cant stand it.

you are a very bad owner.

i know the weather is making you lazier than you already are but you have to update me or else ill tell them that..

ill tell them that you got braces and i think you are too old for them.. haha!

ill tell them that you've been doing stupid stuffs such as sleeping so early and waking up at around 1am, blowing up your home theater system, watching the same movie 3 times in a row (1. watch it. 2. subtitle on. 3. commentary on.). like who does that!?!

i know you are as boring as ever but you're gonna have to share, no matter how boring because you know they are used to it and they love you anyway. :')

jealous of your facebook,
your blog!

fiesta sa tanauan

in a town fiesta..


theres always..


food and drinks..

parading queens..

fund raising drag queens..

and victims..

whataword

blogorrhea - (noun) to write a blog entry for the sake of posting something since you haven't done anything interesting lately.

use it in a sentence!

me lately

im not in the mood to sleep. ive been putting my eyes to work. none of the things i did bore me enough to lull me to sleep.

this is technically my may 1st in the blogging world. whatever.. you understand what im trying to say.

vacation is so over.

so heres me lately..

i saw one of the dancers in wowowee at the grocery store a week ago. shes cute and short and got multicolored hair.
im becoming this savvy grocery shopper ; its funny. its a great alternative for shopping because you are not actually shopping but still shopping. :)

can i ask you something? where did summer go? why is sun all moody and stuff?

i signed up for twitter and followed all this cool people. rob thomas, nicole richie, miley cyrus, chris brown and the kardashians. im not even sure if its really them but what the hell. i thought they hated stalkers? twitter and plurk are so stalker friendly. so i was reading what all of them is twitting about hoping to see rihannas twitter in chris browns account and suddenly -- guess who is on twitter? -- barrack obama! and that was it.. after almost an hour of sheer shock or sometimes delight on finding out who uses this service, i deleted my twitter account.

i still watch grey's anatomy and often wonder why i didnt want to be a doctor as a kid. doctors are so cool! i wanted to be a pilot - in case you're asking.

and i almost forgot, happy mothers day to all the moms out there. everyday should be mothers day! what did you all got for your moms? wonder what manny pacquiao got for his mother?

my lolo turned 89! 89! eighty nine!

we call him 'mamay'. he smokes and drinks. sino bang batanggenyo ang hindi bumabarik! namimitas pa yan ng chico at nagbabalag ng patani. siya rin ang pinaka magaling magluto ng kapeng barako! at hanggang ngayong sweet na sweet parin sila ni lola!

grabe, 89!

dadating din tayo jan 69 years pa. :)

excuse letter

dear you,

sorry if my blog totally lived up to its description.

last week has been tough.

i was so good at hiding my emotions. i can still smile when im mad and laugh when im annoyed. i can always cry later,when no one is around. im often calm and collected but shattered inside.

ino was our clown. i still cant believe hes gone and im talking about him in past tense.
things would have been easier to accept if it was gods will for him to go. after a year of not hearing from friends the last news you would want to know is that one of them committed suicide. its always like "james got a tattoo" or some couple broke up and somebody got a car but never about death.

we were all too late. maybe he felt hopeless and forgotten. he must have been tired. he must have been so sad and we weren't there.

praying for his soul leaves me in a daze. i cry when im reminded of him. i constantly shake my head, never wanting to believe. im mad, im upset, im sad and i cant hide it.

i dont know if its bravery to face death or fear of living. so many people are fighting for their lives,battling sickness and shit and others just want to end it. some thinks of jumping from a bridge or slitting their wrists when just the thought of dying scares me already.

but then its good to be scared, "it means you still got something to lose"

avelino 'yno' reyes jr.

may 12 1989 - april 8 2009

malamang walang alak diyan..

shes up..

have you heard of the saying "strike while the iron is hot"?

its not related to this. :)

after weeks of not blogging i feel like i have lost my touch - if i ever had it with this.

about this <<, someone told me to just try and turn it on, not hoping for anything because the last time i did, the speakers almost blew up. so i did and its there .. as if nothing happened. the letter m is not really working and some letters just appear without me touching them. creepy. but other than that its fine.

i wasn't so happy -- all i said was what now!?

so.. what did i miss?

"whats the use of being a genius if you cant use it as reason for being unemployed"


and i was like..

"i know right.."

update update

my laptop got so drunk.
i dont know when she'll wake up. :(

ill take her to gilmore. (or greenhills, i dont know, wherever is cheaper.)
we'll be gilmore girls. :)

now im back with desktop. which i so much cooler for writing. haha!

at times when i want to blog but i cant:

i paint my nails black.

watch nickelodeon.

sleep in the playpen with my daughter.

think of selling some of my things.
na parang adik.
ipod. shoes. perfumes.
ill make another post about that.

volunteered to make loot bags for my cousins 1st birthday.
suggestions on what to put in them are very welcome.

imagine flicking cigarettes.
im not even trying to smoke now that im super bored.
im so proud of myself.

no use crying over spilled milk

pero kung sa laptop mo natapon, sige iyak ka lang.

i know, stupid me.

dinala ko nga sa 2 sony centers, (trinoma and quezon ave.) they wouldnt even touch the poor thing. hindi daw kasi dito binili. siguro greenhills na lang pagasa ko.